Showing posts with label detbol. Show all posts
Showing posts with label detbol. Show all posts

Saturday, April 5, 2014

man of minus one from the checklist

25 February 2013 at 19:53
like when your hands reached out to me yesterday.
like when before you touched me with your words and thoughts
I refused not because I didn't want to be helped.
It's just that I've been alone and trying to be strong for too long.
Give me some times... that...
I promise someday I'll need you...
but I just did yesterday, didn't I...
May I have a hope just because you fastly answered me.
I never know what I want since I only knew what I don't want.
but you've made me wanting you...

- for the man of his plans -

from "11 LELAKI ITU ADALAH DIRIMU", page.12

https://www.facebook.com/notes/vina-ariestharini/man-of-minus-one-from-the-checklist/263097633824344

man of perfect checklist 2nd edition

26 January 2013 at 19:40
you have me since first sight.
I'll marry you since that night.
the way you play your legs in front of me.
now I know it's just the way you compensate while being nervous.
it feels like yesterday when I watched you in delight.

hard worker,
wild and naughty,
yet pious in the same time.
whew.I just found another me in different shape.
bigger.stronger.taller.smarter.younger.
an alpha male.knows what he wants...

found another proof of
perfect figure bursts perfect mind.
what's in your head makes you perfect.

from "11 LELAKI ITU ADALAH DIRIMU", page.6

https://www.facebook.com/notes/vina-ariestharini/man-of-perfect-checklist-2nd-edition/244043332396441

man of perfect checklists

20 January 2013 at 21:45
in the deepest dark of the night.
I smell the sense of yours in delight.
bring me back again to that night
when you're so perfect.
call me pathetic
because I'm longing like an old woman.
call me naive
I'm merely just a human.
after all...
you're the best from them all...

from "11 LELAKI ITU ADALAH DIRIMU", page.5

https://www.facebook.com/notes/vina-ariestharini/man-of-perfect-checklists/239630059504435

it's easy to hate me...

28 February 2013 at 15:16
Realize that I’m like a storm sweeps on you
I ravage them all anything in you with the Blue
I leave you completely high and dry like I look greedy
You’ll hate me and there’ll be nothing left but the best that you can be…
It’s just an evil wisdom from the dark side of me…

from 11 LELAKI ITU ADALAH DIRIMU, last page

https://www.facebook.com/notes/vina-ariestharini/its-easy-to-hate-me/264755576991883

Vain

2 March 2013 at 03:46
Put all memories about you in writings,
Because remembering you is intoxicating,
I Don't wanna feel the pain,
you leave me no choice but to live in vain,
Though I try not to get hurt,
It's unavoidable when your anger finally burst ...

from new chapter of 11 LELAKI ITU ADALAH DIRIMU
https://www.facebook.com/notes/vina-ariestharini/vain/265542430246531

Indifferent Gold: an Inspiration

21 March 2013 at 20:53
You're an object of my inspiration,
you're an inspiration for my art projects,
There's nothing wrong with that,
And it doesn't mean
I can live with you forever,
Be free...
You're just an interesting soul to me...

https://www.facebook.com/notes/vina-ariestharini/indifferent-gold-an-inspiration/275105239290250

Indifferent Gold

21 March 2013 at 20:58
Messy room,
Face with gloom,
familiar smell from cigar,
as the soul stretched showed scar,
Some on body,
Some like thrown to the sea,
Vanished or just tarnish,
slice of emptiness,
Like some heart pieces,
No brat not even a cat,
Mellow is on the pillow,
It's a long term longing,
From a soul that not yet a belonging,
so precious so marvelous,
indifferent yet magnificent,
like something ancient,
Any soul with wise and grace,
Is mine to easily embrace,
Though it might get old,
it can never be merely jolt,
It will be greater like gold,
Forever I will be glad to hold...
https://www.facebook.com/notes/vina-ariestharini/indifferent-gold/275106945956746