why…drinkin vodka

strange… two days of deeply down n in the middle of

nowhere.. I found it’s difficult 2 close my eyes… I need 2

sleep!!!

 

 

JUNKTHOUGHT 02 – hal 18 

 

then… I did what I promised myself not to do it again… I

drunk… vodka this time… 

n it’s really strange… the next mornin… I feel sane

again… I got up early… take a fresh bath… doing my

room… then I ended up reading my theory.conspiracy… 

why… drinkin vodka… made me even more sane than

not drinkin it…

well… these maybe… the feel… not being loved…

drinkin…. smokin… having coffee.. lots of caffein….

why….???

A Human without Soul 

Myself speaking I have eyes, 

            But thou said I cannot see  

Myself speaking I have legs, 

            But thou said I cannot walk 

Myself speaking I have brain 

            But thou said I cannot think 

Myself speaking I have heart 

            But thou said I have no sense 

Myself speaking I have body 

            But thou said I have no soul 

Thou said I am cold 

Thou said I am cruel  

JUNKTHOUGHT 02 – hal 23 

 

Thou said I am evil 

Thou said I have no feeling 

Thou said I have no love 

But thou shall completely wrong 

            I am seeing 

            I am walking 

            I am thinking 

            I did loving 

            I did have feelings 

            I did living 

            I did knowing human being 

But love made me like this 

            Love made me cold, 

            So I am able to ignore thou  

            Love made me cruel 

            So I shall kill thou 

Stay out of my step!!! 

Do not disturb me, 

Shall thou really need I 

Coz I am a human without soul…

-PANDORA BOX 1703′99 by Vina-